Tuesday, July 13, 2004

she just came in and start shouting at me.. i am so damn sad.. y must i come from a family like that? i dun noe y my family heads like that.. FACE FACE FACE is all they care.. nv think of me.. only scold me.. my brother dun get a share.. y? i knew it will be like dat.. but it was worse den i thought.. 1st time being backstabbed by my closest kin.. how does dat feel? being stabbed by a dagger deep into ur heart..

i just feel i dun belong in this world.. in this family.. y must i be borned..? having a boy in this family is good enough i m an extra one.. life's miserable.. dun my ma noe dat girl's heart tend to get sensitive.. her coldness just make me feel i'm just a useless rubbish rotting at home for her to scold kick and vent her anger on..

hu is suppose to save me.. my prince charming or should i just die in this place... i can't leave things lying around but wad choice do i have.. i m going to a deprssion state.. no use asking me y.. the thing happen is a good reason y.. i work hard everybody scold.. my mom toking to my bro again.. not even caring bout me.. BIAS.. OK FORGET IT.. I WILL JUST SURRENDER..

ok i will end now. or the keyboard will be flooded.. dun worry.. i m okay..! bye!!!!

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